I’ve continued to think about this guilt I feel and you know what? Part of it is because he has laid it at my feet! His words in that text to me: I read everything you wrote on your fake Facebook page. We’re not good together.
It’s YOUR fault. If you didn’t write anything and could have just shut up and focused on the future then this wouldn’t be happening! It’s all your fault!
Well, fuck that! I’m entitled to be upset about the fact that you were making life plans with another woman. A woman who was your cousin, you sick fuck! I’m entitled to be upset that your entire family is fucked up and stayed in contact with her, knowing what a deceitful, manipulative whore she was. I was entitled to keep an eye on that no good white trash piece of shit. I did nothing wrong. Nothing I did excuses him and his behavior.
Screw the guilt!