Well, today is filling up with drama. But first I’ll catch up on what’s been going on the past few days. Kinda chilling.
We did go to the water park on Sunday and had crab legs for dinner. Yum! Yesterday we went to the beach. Had tuna fish sandwiches for lunch. Then went to the outlet mall to shop. I got a cute Kate Spade purse and wallet. $240 total. Today we went to, surprise! the beach and then to Margaritaville for lunch. It was overhyped I think. We had to wait to be seated, the place wasn’t air conditioned; instead they had it completely open and relied on the breeze to cool you off. It was quite expensive- almost $75 for the lunch alone, plus I spent another $18+ on drinks while waiting.
I checked our checking account to see if any other bills had come through. I get my little notifications for how much is in the account but I’ve had it happen where I think I have x amount and I end up having y amount because other things have come in that morning. Thankfully, all of my purchases from yesterday came through. But there’s also another $500 donation to my in-laws.
I’m trying to figure out why this bothers me so much because normally I would be very giving. And I know it’s not like we’re completely struggling. I’m curious as to what in the hell is going on that they needed $500. I swear, if I read another post from the niece’s boyfriend to hear about their stupid fucking aquarium I think my head will explode and I’ll end up replying, “Hey, here’s an idea! Instead of spending God only knows how much on your fucking fish why not use that money to feed yourselves so that I no longer have to!”
I just keep coming back to the fact that we can’t support them at this level forever. We just can’t. We’ve got a kid who is going to start college in another 3 years. She’s not going to qualify for any financial aid so we better start saving some money now!
He sent: $100 on June 8, $500 on June 10 (to fix the car), $100 on June 16, $50 on June 22, $50 on July 3, $200 on July 8, $50 on July 13 and $500 on July 21. Plus $149 in Western Union charges. $1550 in 6 weeks. Good to know we’re replacing Rock Star’s gymnastics with keeping everyone in fucking his home state fed. No, Sam; he replaced Rock Star’s gymnastics with supporting a whore and her kids.
OK, we’re all doing fine. No one is going without. I would like to know why on earth he sent $500 and I’d also like to know how long we’re going to be doing this. It gets ridiculous after a while. If you don’t have the fucking money to feed your granddaughter and her baby daddy then you don’t feed them! If you don’t have the money to splurge on your great granddaughter or buy her diapers and/or formula you don’t fucking do it! You don’t spend money you don’t have and then turn around and give a sad song to your son so that he sends money to you and you can treat everyone around you! I know I’m being a bitch. I really do. But I just have to wonder how far this is going to go. You want to send $200-$400 a month their way, fine, do it. But I would suggest sending a check instead of racking up additional fees. Now, Sam, if he had sent a check the gig would have been up. You would have known he was giving marital assets away to Harley. You wouldn’t have been in the dark any longer. That’s no fun! Playing you for a fool is fun! And I would tell them, “This is what I have to send you. I’ll send $400 a month. If you blow it all on 2 people who should be supporting themselves then that’s on you. I don’t want to hear about how you’re going hungry because you knew what you had coming in.” I guess that’s what I worry about. They think it’s a free for all ATM. Spend whatever you want because Zack will just continue to send more. Not to mention they still associate with the whore.
And I’m still not completely convinced that he hasn’t taken back up with her. She’s posting crap about supporting vets with PTSD. Posting more inspirational quotes on her page. And he’s not acting like he’s crazy about me anymore. He’s hard to get ahold of, supposedly napping. Doesn’t tell me he loves me like he used to. He’s either screwing around with her again or Blockhead or Jezebel has convinced him to distance himself from me and leave me when the kids are grown.
Present Day Sam Says: Ding ding ding! We have a winner! CheaterBoy is cheating again!