I sent Rock Star off to Homecoming today. She looked absolutely beautiful and she and her boyfriend seem very happy together.
I usually have a fairly optimistic attitude about this whole divorce thing but every now and then something will hit me and I’ll feel like crying. Sometimes it’s something as simple as realizing I have wasted my life with my STBX. Other times it’s seeing parents showing up together to support their kid and realizing that while he wasn’t around much, now I will never have that again. Or just seeing her friend’s beautiful house and coming to terms with the fact that I thought I had a man who would love me forever and now I’m finding out that’s not true and I will probably lose my own beautiful house.
I was thinking today of what I would love to tell the whore and her dumb ass. I don’t generally think about that because I know it’s not worth my time. But today I got feisty. So here goes: Did you really believe that bit about him not leaving me last time because he couldn’t “liquidate his assets” quickly enough? What on earth changed between last time and this time? He had more time in fact the first time you two pathetic idiots hooked up. It takes no time at all to open up a new account, or did he tell you that our former state only has one bank and if you already have an account there you can’t open up a separate one in your name only? Did he not tell you it only takes 24 hours to “liquidate his assets”? Yeah, and I would have no way of knowing he was doing so because it’s all done through work. I have no access to it. I do believe that’s what we normal people call “a lie”. No, sweetie, he didn’t leave me last time because he loved me and he didn’t want you. He apparently felt the need to feed you a line so you would get down on your knees and suck his dick despite the fact that he discarded you like the white trash you are. We both know, though, that he doesn’t need to explain it. You would have sucked his dick no matter what. Here’s another fun fact, you twit. It wouldn’t matter if he liquidated his assets or not. They’re considered marital property. Liquidate, don’t liquidate. It’s all the same to me and I still get half. Do you know that he called you the biggest mistake of his life? That he said he should have just bought a motorcycle? I want you to know you can’t fill out my bra, much less my shoes. You are a low-life, manipulative, deceitful piece of white trash, and a criminal to boot. He’s with you because he feels superior to you. He only gets along with people that he believes are beneath him. I’ve seen too much. I’ve seen his failures, his weaknesses. He felt like he could never do right in my eyes because he was a cheater. So he convinced himself that I hated him and that I was miserable with him and he went sniffing out his white trash cousin, someone he could control, someone he looked down upon. You were a preemptive strike- he figured he would leave me before I could leave him. He doesn’t think you’ll ever be better than him. You have a criminal record; you’ve been arrested at least three times. You send naked pictures to your neighbor while you’re telling my husband how much you want to fuck him. You’re a whore and a cheater. No, he definitely does not have to worry about ever feeling inferior to you. But he did feel inferior to me and he couldn’t take that any longer. My little whore cousin is still pining away after me; I can go fuck her and then I won’t have to do any of the hard work. I’ll never have to wonder why she puts up with me; I’ll never have to worry she’ll leave me. I’ve betrayed my wife terribly and I’m not sure she’ll ever completely forgive or trust me so I’ll just go back to my piece of trash ass. You can have him. I don’t want him anymore. You can deal with him being catatonic after he realizes he’s going to be paying me around 70-75% of his paycheck, plus taking on a sizable amount of our marital debt. You will be willing to suck his dick and let him fuck you up the ass even when he’s not lavishing you and your kids with gifts, won’t you? You won’t mind when you’re back to working 80 hours a week so that you can help your “soul mate” pay his spousal support, will you? You won’t mind telling your own kids they’re going to have go without because Mommy has to help Daddy Zack pay his support or otherwise he’ll go to jail? You can’t fuck him if he’s in jail. I would tell you I hope it all works out for you but I really don’t.
And you… You traded me in for your white trash cousin. She’s a criminal. She’s a liar. She’s a cheater. Wow- you really traded up. I’m sure you won’t be worried at all about whether or not she’ll remain faithful, especially once you realize you aren’t going to be able to be her sugar daddy. No, I get 70-75% of your paycheck because they base support on your annual income. I hope you didn’t have any big huge plans for your bonus check because you’re going to need to that to live on. I mean, feel free to spend it if you want to; God knows I can’t tell you what to do. But just keep in mind that every penny you blow is one less penny you have to live on…
You’ve traded in your wife, the woman who followed you all around the country and raised your kids, for a lying, cheating, gold digging whore. You’re with a woman who cheats; do you really think you’re the only affair she’s had? Oh, honey… I bet you think you’re “special”. I guess it’s no biggie if she cheats though because she’s with a man who cheats. And abandons his children. But remember that. If you were so distraught over the thought that I could never forgive you and that caused you to search out your cousin then I can only imagine how distraught you’ll be when you realize you can’t live up to all the promises you made to her. You must really wonder if she’ll be sending naked pictures to her neighbor again or searching out some other sugar daddy when she realizes that life with you isn’t so “rosy” either. You’re an idiot if you think she’s with you because she loves you. The whore spends money like it’s water; she’s never been on a budget and neither has her daughter. She’s been arrested for writing bad checks for crying out loud! How bad does it have to be before they actually throw your ass in jail for that? She sees dollar signs, you jackass. Face reality. You’re bald. You’ve got bad teeth. Your breath smells like shit, no seriously, literal shit, from all the cheap wine you’re drinking and the Kodiak you’re chewing. You tell the same stories over and over again and you even admitted that most of what you two talked about the first time around was family and the people you both know. Catching up doesn’t take years; those “common interests” are going to get tired real quick! And you just spent a week in a psych ward. You’re depressed, anxiety-ridden and suffer from PTSD, if you weren’t lying about everything. Regardless, your natural state is misery. You’re only happy when you’re unhappy. This honeymoon period will end. When it does she will realize what she got herself into. It will probably end right around the time you find out how much money you’re going to be paying me. I hope she’s as understanding as I was when you were catatonic on the bed in our former state. Her job might be a little more difficult though because in that situation you got bailed out by your company. Unfortunately for you I don’t think they have a bailout program for piece of shit SOBs that leave their wives for their cousins after moving them across the damn country. In other words, you’re on your own. And if that doesn’t do it I’m sure realizing you’re stuck here in this town unless you can find a job that pays you as much as you earn *annually* at your current company will. Oh, I really hope I am able to see the look on your face when you realize your plan to move closer to your whore is never going to be realized, and you’re every bit as much stuck and isolated out here in our current state as you were in our former state.
On a more serious note you might want to closely observe your whore’s behavior, especially as it relates to your children. You supposedly love them so much. You are supposedly so devastated over the fact that they won’t talk to you. But your sweet little piece of ass posts all over social media to you and about you, even going so far as to bemoan the fact that she’s so sleepless because her married lover isn’t warming her bed. Your daughter sees it and confronts you, obviously upset over it. I’m going to go out on a limb and say you told her your daughter saw it. I’m not quite sure you’re evolved enough to have actually told her to knock that shit off. Nonetheless, do you know what your little bitch’s response to your daughter seeing her father’s mistress posting about missing him from her bed? Oh, it wasn’t to actually stop doing that crap. No, it was to block your daughter. I think we’ve already determined that she’s a manipulative bitch and this is simply another example. She has to know your daughter can’t stand her. So what does she do? Does she send her a private message, actually apologizing for her crass behavior? Telling her she realizes she was only thinking of herself and she’s sorry? No! She blocks her. She throws gasoline right on that fire. Now she’s thrown down that gauntlet. Every time you choose to spend any time with your kids, you won’t be able to spend time with her. And we both know you’ll choose a piece of ass over your kids each and every time. If she really cared about you and cared about your kids she would own her behavior. But she doesn’t, so she doesn’t. She’s like every other second wife/mistress out there, trying to eliminate the kids from the first relationship so that she and her kids can have everything. And you’re so stupid you fall for it. “Oh, they all love me! They think I’m the most awesome thing ever!” No they don’t. They see you as a wallet, a chump. Her kids talk shit about you behind your back and she’s spreading her ass wide so that you’ll buy her pretty sparkly things! The absolute best part is how you turn all of your shitty behavior around and act like you’re a victim. But you’re no better than your whore; in fact, I think you’re worse. Afterall, they are your kids. She has no obligation to them; you do. First you basically call your daughter a liar when she confronts you, and then you try to blame me. And when you find out that your dearly beloved really did post that drivel you don’t have big enough balls to apologize. Instead you avert. Let me cry on your shoulder so you can feel sorry for me! Oh boo hoo my kids won’t talk to me! Oh poor me- my wife had a blog where she talked about her feelings after I cheated on her with my cousin. I’m a victim. I had to stick my dick in that whore. It’s all your mom’s fault. She hated me! Yes, that’s right. She hated me so much she moved 2000 miles across the country, away from all of her friends, in order to support my desires. She moved 6 hours away from my mistress instead of keeping a good 25 hours of distance between us all. She hated me so much she uprooted you two kids from the only life you ever really knew and had you start all over here, in this town we moved to because I had the hots for my cousin 2 years ago and started putting a plan into motion to get closer to her.
Let’s get something straight right now. I didn’t hate you. I was very clear that not only did I want our marriage to continue but I also wanted us to be happy. That’s why I spent an entire fucking summer in a hot garage listening to rap music with you. It’s why I would text you and tell you I was going to the grocery store and then to Target and then to PetSmart and then and then and then. It’s why I would send you naked pictures like you liked. It’s why I AGREED TO UPROOT ALL OF US FROM A PLACE WHERE THREE OUT OF FOUR OF US WERE HAPPY AND MOVE ACROSS THE DAMN COUNTRY FOR YOU! If I hated you and wanted nothing else than to make you miserable then I sure did a piss poor job of protecting myself. I never asked you to sign a post nup, giving me everything if you cheated again. I didn’t immediately get my ass back to school for a more marketable degree or start looking for a job so I’d have some financial independence. Oh, and once again, since this bears repeating over and over, I didn’t refuse to move across the country so you could have your dream job. What did I do? I moved 6 hours away from your cousin/mistress. I sold my house which we had lived in for 8 years to buy a house that cost over $100,000 more than the one we left. I bought a new car. I bought all new furniture for the new house. All of those purchases- I could have been saving that money for my future divorce. We put a $57,000 pool in the backyard- using savings, taking out a loan, and cashing in stock. Yes, my brilliant idea was to liquidate all of our assets on a big hole in the backyard that we would never enjoy. I decided to top that off with accruing another $20,000 in debt. Because I hated you and wanted to make you miserable and I figured this would get me the best possible divorce settlement ever. Yep, let’s spend every dime and rack up the debt!
Back to your crazy cousin and her delightful way with your children. You both might want to remember that all your daughter needs to do is borrow someone else’s phone or computer and she can still see everything. Hell, she doesn’t even need to borrow it; all she needs is their password and login. Or she can simply create a new page and see things that way. How about until you’re actually divorced your whore stops acting like you two are a legitimate couple? That would probably be the prudent thing. Because right now? You’re just two dogs in heat. You’re two people fucking each other while you’re both married to other people. Believe me, I don’t mind. I don’t mind you being an idiot when it comes to my kids, that is. I don’t want to share my kids with you and you’re making it extremely easy for them to hate you and want absolutely nothing to do with you. So thanks! But I do realize it’s far better for them to actually think you care about them so with that in mind I’ll give you a little piece of advice: Stop acting like a victim and own your behavior. You would get a hell of a lot further with both of them if you just ‘fessed up. Hey, kids, I leave every weekend because my skank ass cousin lives in my home state and I have to go down there to fuck her every weekend. Perhaps a bit too graphic. Maybe you should go with: Kids, I don’t have an excuse. I know what I’m doing is wrong but I don’t care; I love her and I want to be with her. All I care about is myself and my mistress and her kids. As your aunt always tells me: Do what makes you happy and don’t worry about anything else! I’m the only person who matters. My happiness is the most important thing and if you really loved me you wouldn’t care that I’m upending your lives. You would simply be happy for me since I’m finally happy, fucking another woman and cheating on your mom. Now kids, you need to understand that you two will always come after her and her kids so get used to it. If you want to have a relationship with me you’re going to have to accept her and her kids because we are a package deal. I love you two but not as much as I love her. I leave every weekend not because I’m not welcome like I told you before but because I want to be with her. There is absolutely nothing that any of you could do that would make it worth it to me to stay with you over the weekend. In fact, I’m trying to find a new job that is closer to her so I don’t have to drive so far to see her every weekend. I’ve never been much of a father to either of you so I don’t think my absence will be felt all that much. You’ll both be fine. Your mom did it all before this so nothing much will change. I just won’t be upstairs in my room ignoring you; I’ll be 6-8 hours away ignoring you.
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You know this is the only confrontation you’re going to have. He would never stand still long enough to hear all this. You know he doesn’t like anything unpleasant and this is definitely unpleasant.